Friday, 24 October 2008

Second Day -What do I want to do with this?

So here we are on the 2nd day of this blog and I'm wondering what I want to write about. I think maybe I need to figure out what I want to do with this blog. I'm not sure I konw this yet, a lot like I don't know about a lot of the areas in my life at the moment and what I want to do. I don't have a specific 'plan' so to speak and this is making me think that perhaps I need one. What motivation is there to do anything if you don't have at least some sort of a plan? I was thinking that maybe I could use this blog to create a plan as I go along, this is a bit like the 'knitting' that I do a lot of the time. Even when I follow a pattern I am still not sure what I will end up with at the end of the day. I am never even sure half-way through that i will like it, even, when I get to the end of the item. What was I thinking when I chose this wool and all sorts of stuff like that.

I have a lot of thoughts in my head all day, partly because I am that kinda person, and partly because, I spend a lot of time on my own. I quite like a bit of time on my own, but, really, I am a social creature at heart. I value my good friends very highly indeed and think that I have a good bunch of the real life variety as well as those I have met online too- my 'forum friends'. I want to use this space to write down how I am feeling. As my sister says 'a place to vent'. For me writing seems the natural medium for this. Something else that is just inside me. I like to 'rant' a bit too, and friends are really good for this (well mine are) but sometimes I feel a bit guilty that this is a bit of a oneway street and also I am not sure it is always so nice to have a mate like me who phones you up and rabbits on for hours about herself and all the little things that are niggling her. My friends don't seem to mind a bit, but I mind doing it all the time, so maybe this blog would be a good place to 'do' my rantings too. What do you think? At the moment this is just me reading, but, you never know. One day I might be more organised and then you'll all see.......

Thursday, 23 October 2008

Well here goes!

Well, this is the second attempt at keeping a weblog and I am hoping that I can keep up with this, but I feel like I need a new place and a new start to just ramble on and do my own thing and I am hoping this will be the place to do it. I just need to write and somewhere where it is simple to write stuff down without making any elaborate promises of photos or writing everyday. So here goes....